HATE COMMENTS...Are they worth attention?


A human, yes you and me, what are we made of? No, I’m not talking about the number of bones or the types of cells or what kind of function mitochondria does. I’m speaking about the deeper part, something science don’t reach but our thoughts do. What could be such a thing that can beat the complexity of a cell structure? Wild guess… Emotions. Something that you won’t understand, something that can’t be explained in textbooks and something that will make you question everything even your own existence at some point of time. We all stand at the same shore but the waves of feelings and emotions hit us differently. Some maybe hardcore while other may be subtle. But everyone’s feet are washed by millions of unidentified sentiments, once or more. We feel the roller coaster crashing at some days because we can’t choose between what to feel and what to neglect and not-so-surprisingly some days bless us with rays of contentment and aliveness. Emotions, strange…very strange. Agreed Dr Watson?

You and me are free to express all emotions. On occasion we feel like shouting from the rooftop so the whole world hears and sometimes we wish the ground to swallow us. It’s how we are made, made with uncertainty. We can’t choose how to feel and when to feel. So, it’s true if you can feel love then why can’t to feel it’s opposite as well? Hate. A strong word in my dictionary. Very strong, in fact. It makes people exposed to the darkest corners of their insecurities, it makes people feel the void of ambiguity, of disgust towards oneself when someone is blown in the harshest way. I might not like you and you might not like me as well but that is not a reason for me to hate you and vice versa. Hate comments, spreading of abhorrence or displaying detestation; whatever you call it, it’s that one way which makes sure, your innermost scars to tear open. However strong walls you built around you, but such punitive hits really knock you out in the match of life, at least for once.

Personally, I have been through most of the phases of being detested. I have heard the worst of things; I have been told anything and everything that you can measure on the scale of hatred and overall, I can say that I really know how it feels to be loathed to highest peaks. Why? Well for starters, I am different but I wasn’t born be convenient to everyone, I’m not a liability, so I can be as inconvenient as I want. Secondly, I shine when the world is sure I can’t, so again, I learnt to fight my demons and rise above them; I don’t care if you see that as my accomplishment or as a show-off. Thirdly, people don’t like me and I’m not asking them to. Maybe that’s because I will always fly in west when the crowd chooses east. On the other hand, it is not so easy to always stand on these set standards because sometimes people may not realise but they end up touching the weakest string and that pull the entire heart out. I’ve been through that as well; I’m still going through that phase. Perhaps, I have to learn a lot in this case nevertheless I’m know I’ll make through all of it and at the end of the day; I will only be ending up loving myself for whom I am.

I might transform with pressure or I might evolve with hate. I might not always succeed in paying my dues or I might surrender at the end of the day. Even then, I will make sure that my efforts never die to pay my dues, I bounce back with love to reply all hate, I get up to try again tomorrow and even under pressure I don’t stop transforming. Let the critics test me, let the revulsion break me yet I will make sure that I become the truth, the wisdom of the fallen and I remain the illuminated. Scars, no I won’t die with them, they are a blessing, so strong that’ll make me survive, survive the untold paths of life and make me the greatest. Always.

Love,

Priyal🌈

Ps. A lot them disliked me and they still do but you see things like these always end up making me write a masterpiece. Next time, a teenage girl life. That’ll be fun cause’ I think there is a lot serious stuff going on and we need to slow down the pace. Till the next time readers :D

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