I'm a teen Girl...Deal with it

 

Life in this mortal coil is never easy, for a girl that bit of easiness becomes an absolute extinction and being a teenage mademoiselle is a cherry on top of the cake. Now as they say “oh stop exaggerating, you don’t have anything except studying and enjoying the time” but no, that’s not it. We face sorts of problems that are served in front of us in different dishes, at different times, under different circumstances. Every morning we wake we feel the burden of expectations and every night we sleep in the hope of matching every set standard tomorrow. How far you and me deny, but we both know that we at last fall into this pit of fantasies and realities and mess up our real self. The calendar changes its pages, we change our relations, change the shows we watch or change our closet. But we change, we keep growing, we keep evolving. Someday I’ll like pink and the other day I’ll love yellow. Someday I’ll only include vegies in my diet other days I’ll only eat donuts not caring how much pounds I’ll gain. I’ll be rude, I’ll be polite, I’ll be ambitious, I’ll be carefree. But on top of all this, I’ll be a girl, precisely, a teenage girl. So, welcome to my world.

I wake up with all kinds of snags. From the outfit for the day, to the type of cover I’ve to wear to tackle people. I decide what to do, when to do and how to do. Not because I can’t make mistakes because I tend to have a lot my brain and that needs a lot of management. Management of schedules, management of people around me, management of emotions and…ahh of course- management of whisper days. We swap all the time, we swap diets, we swap clothes, we swap boyfriends and when everyone tries to take on our mind, we swap ourselves. Then, comes…what they say “girls’ issues”. We have a lot of issues and we like embroidering our issues not caring whether you call us a cry baby or a drama queen. We have issues of trends, of our newest crushes, of planning get-togethers, of keeping up with Instagram feed but we also have issues of belief, of heartbreak, of accepting the harsh realities of everyday which we face with a confident attitude and smirk on face. A girl lives for shopping, cheers for best selfies and smiles when she sees others smiling around her.

Some may like to dress up and live in the barbie world. Others may wear the same jeans for the whole week and live life like it’s the last day. She can wake up in make-up, or with headache of a hangover or bright and ready for today’s test. I may want to wear expensive things; I may want to wear nothing but I will never wear strings that someone else handles.  She may live for diamonds and Gucci or she may live for tattoos and bikes or she may live for books and aesthetics but remember all of these will always live for smiles and for the ones who gave them to beam.

I am a mess, I am a loser, I am a hater, I am a user, I am embarrassed, I am obsessed, I am possessive I don’t trust anyone around me. Nonetheless, I never lose hope, I trust myself, I know I’ll win, I’ll learn to love again and lastly, I’ll cherish myself more than anyone else. I will live small but I will live with pride. See the line where the sky meets the sea and no one knows how far it goes. But I will float through all the waves, I’ll sing with all thunders and I will cross every storm and one day I’ll know how far it go. I am not a believer and I intend to remain same forever.  

Love,

Priyal🌠

Ps. Shout out to all the people who broke me made me realise that I can be more than just a teenage a girl, you made me who I am today. Next time, see you with exam management. Why? Find out next Wednesday.

 

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  1. UnknownJuly 7, 2021 at 5:09 AM

    Uuff 👍🏻👍🏻kaamal kr ditta tussi ..priयल्लl!!🥰🤗✨👍🏻

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